There are many sources of information available before Dec 21st 2012. As we humans move closer to the date there will shine through sources of true spiritual sustenance. I have seen many ideas come and go but one thing remain certain. These are all distractions from the purity of what constitutes Abundance. There is no politics with Abundance, there is no truth movement. This is not religion or science based and constitutes purely of natural codes that apply to all humans whether they agree or not. More so, Abundance is about looking inside your inside and dissolving fear.

I have been on a very long arduous journey exploring the inner realms of self. So deeply committed I am to this path that I cannot lose the dream of creating abundance. There is a stage that I have reached on the journey thus far that I wish to share. I have always had this understanding of an existence of a world that can be accessed but its confirmation is in reflection through others. Since a very early age I have always been able to feel into people around me on deep emotional levels.

Is this life any different from any other life in which suffering or persecution has ensued? A dream that is crystallized within my heart is to be one with the feminine as a man and transcend sexuality. This is a difficult and painful path to travel upon. On this path there is an inner process of deep emotional exploration, linked to a monkey mind. This monkey mind feeds an illusion I choose to call the matrix. From a very early age I have known that I am inside a prison and so refuse to be indoctrinated.

A love lost a heart torn. Tears flow from a place broken and torn asunder. To end up here walking, a journey, where am I going? I see you I meet you dear friend, my lover. I learn moment by moment what is your chosen reality. To me I cannot ignore the pain speaking to me from within. I have walked these shadow parts long enough, seen the signs to read the symptoms. Played those roles of ignorance, understood what it is to undo all that represents separation. I do not believe the spoken language of conscious mind, to go beyond is a prerogative.